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Billy
Sunday once said - "Some people take so many pills their
joints look like ball bearings."
Its
a sick, sick world.
With
such a lot of medical problems around, it is always a good
idea to get a physical checkup at least a couple of times
a year.
These
physical checkups cost a little time and a little more inconvenience...
But
if the beginnings of a dangerous illness are discovered, the
cost is well worth it.
Now,
something is very wrong with the world.
The
Christian is supposed to have the answer to the moral plague
sweeping the nations.
But
something is very wrong with the average Christian church.
There
is supposed to be love, but there is envying, strife and division.
There
is supposed to be holiness, but there is often downright ungodliness
instead.
There
is supposed to be power, but there is largely only weakness
and spiritual sickliness.
We
are supposed to have revival, but on the whole we have still
not seen any great awakening.
"My
brethren, these things ought not to be."
What
is wrong with the church must be the sum total of what is
wrong with each individual Christian.
If
men can have medical checkups for their bodies, why shouldnt
there be spiritual checkups to examine the state of our souls?
If
a physician can prescribe pills for bodily ailments, does
not the Master Physician have one for the diseased soul?
And
of course, He does - the "Gos-pill"...which means,
of course, "Good News".
However,
before we can be given the Good News, we should thoroughly
understand the Bad News....
Before
a cure can be accepted and applied, there must be diagnosis.
To
achieve this, some sort of spiritual checkup is needed.
Which
is precisely what this little tract is all about.
One
caution - like any checkup, this is going to cost you time
and inconvenience.
However,
unlike the physical checkup it may also hurt somewhat.
Of
course, a sore spot shows infection present.
When
you go through this remember it is designed to expose, and
that exposure might hurt! Be assured however, that a little
pain now may save an awful lot of trouble later. If it is
any consolation before you begin, this checkup is absolutely
free.
It
will only cost you, of course, on diagnosis, your sin.
Of
all things, you can afford to lose that, cant
you?
Nobody
in their right mind wants to keep a killer cancer.
Ready?
To
take this spiritual checkup you will need only pencil, paper,
some time - and complete honesty. Deep breath -
Take
A Seat
CASE
HISTORY - For the next hour or so, let the Holy Spirit turn
His searchlight on your spiritual life. Let Him probe, X-ray
and test your soul! And let Him start by opening the closets
of your memory.
Memory
is highly efficient at remembering wrong. Although it easily
forgets merely unpleasant or worthless things, it NEVER forgets
unrighted SIN. Much mental illness today can be traced to
GUILT never wiped from the mind by the twin tools of confession
and restoration and receiving forgiveness. Shock, drugs
and other medical and psychiatric treatment may try to take
guilt memories from the mind, but Gods method is the
only fully effective one - FACE each wrong with its full load
of guilt, admit it to God and others who are involved, as
wrong, then ask and receive healing forgiveness. (Ps 32:1-5;
I Jn. 1:5-9)
Use
the following three lists as checkup charts to examine your
life before the Lord. Take each one slowly and carefully.
Check each area that is a "sore spot" and on your
own paper write out what you will have to do to get it right.
Confess them to the Lord one by one as He shows them to you.
When you have finished, REREAD your list again, and
add any others that come to mind. Dont give in to the
temptation to pass quickly over any area that hurts. Take
your courage in your bare hands; face your sin. This
first part will be painful. Let God furrow your heart and
break up all the hardness that has formed from unconfessed
sin. If tears begin to come, let them. "Godly sorrow
works repentance" and tears may soften your heart for
God to work with it. (2 Cor. 7:10; Ps. 38:18; 34:6, 18:51:17;
Eccles. 7:3; Ps. 147:3; Ezek. 34:16; Luke 4:18)
Memory
Test
Stealing
- Can you remember taking money for property
that was not yours? Did you steal from neighbors, relatives,
shops or stores, school or home? (Ex. 20:15; Eph. 4:28)
Cheating
- Did you get anything from anyone unfairly?
Does someone know or suspect that you cheated to pass
an important test? Did you rob someone of their fair share
of praise or pay for a job? (Jas. 5:1-4; Mal. 3:5; Deut.
24:14-15; Jer. 22:13; Job 31:13)
Lying-
"Any designed form of deception for selfish reasons".
If you design to make an impression contrary to the naked
truth, you have lied. Have you been deceitful? (Rev. 21:8)
Slander
- Speaking evil of someone. You do not have
to lie to slander. Have you talked about someone behind
their back in a way you would not to their face? Malicious
gossip - telling the truth with intent to hurt or injure
is slander. Are you guilty of backbiting or criticism?
(Matt. 7:1-5; I Cor. 5:12; Col. 3:8; Matt. 5:21-24)
Immorality-
Are you guilty of stirring up desires that you could not
righteously feed? In outings with the opposite sex have
you failed to keep your body and mind clean and pure,
and bartered your integrity for pleasure? (Matt. 5:28;
Job 31:1; 2 Pet. 2:14; I Cor. 6:18)
Censoriousness-
Have you spoken about others without love? Did you judge,
think or say the worst thing about a person? (Jn. 7:24;
I Cor. 4:1-7; Gal. 6:1)
Envy
- Behind talk of others failures and
faults usually lurks envy. Did you gossip and boast to
exalt yourself at anothers expense? Does it hurt
to hear certain people praised? If you have nursed this
spirit of Hell, repent deeply. (Job 5:2; Prov.
14:30; 27:4; Gal 5:25)
Pride
- Pretending in thought or life to be more
or less than you really are. Do you pay more attention
to your looks than your soul? Is there a trouble-stirring
spirit in your life? These are the signs of pride. (Prov.
16:5; 12: 18; 21:4; 29:23; Tit. 3:9; I Cor. 1:26-31; 1
Pt. 5:1)
Ingratitude
- How many times have others gone out of their
way for you, perhaps really sacrificed to help you - and
you took this all for granted? (2 Tim. 3:2; Mal. 3:8-11)
Anger
- Have you been bad-tampered? Did you shrug
off self-control and lose patience or gentleness with
someone? (Prov. 14:29; 15:8; 21:9; 22:24; Eccl. 7:9; Eph.
4:26; Col. 3:8)
Cursing
- Have you used gutter language? Swearing has
no place in the life of a child of God. Never use exclamations
beginning with "G", "J", or "C";
they are usually substitutes for curses against God. Have
you failed to guard your speech? (Deut. 5:11; Matt. 5:33-37)
Levity
- "Needless frivolity, silly talk - talking
and acting like a moron". Jests that tend to undermine
the sacred and precious standards of life; "Bible"
jokes that make light of the Holy Word of God; unprofitable,
empty and often stupid foolishness achieves nothing but
a dangerous devaluation of the Christians word.
Real humor is a gift of God, and will always edify or
prepare the way for the Holy Spirit; foolish levity is
sin. (Eccl. 5:3; Prov. 24:19; Eph. 5:4)
Inner
Inspection
Hardness
- Did you fight back, murmur or return evil
for evil? Was your response to trial un-Christlike when
you were wronged or hurt by someone? (Phil 2:14; I Cor.
10:10)
Habits
- Have you continually overindulged natural
appetites until they have grown far beyond normal? Are
you a slave to food, drink or stimulants? (Phil. 3:19;
Prov. 23:21; I Cor. 6:19)
Half-heartedness
- Can you remember times when you deliberately
shirked your full share of responsibility? Did you skip
times of secret or public prayer to please yourself when
you should have been meeting with God? Have you been flippant
and light with Him? (Prov. 19:15; 21:5; 24:11-12; Matt
25:1-13; 25:14-30; I Thess. 5:6; Jas. 4:13-17)
Hindrance
- Have you destroyed anothers confidence
in you by needlessly taking up their time? Have you prevented
them from doing Gods work? (Eph. 5:16)
Hypocrisy-
Did the life you lived before some people make all you
said of Christ and His gospel a lie? Have you said one
thing and done another? Were others turned from God by
your life that declared to them your hypocrisy? (Matt.
6:5-6; 7:3-5; 23:28; Rev. 3:15-16)
Broken
Vows - Is there
a vow you made to God that you have not kept? Did you
promise Him something that you have since forgotten or
gone back upon ? If it was unwise, you had better ask
forgiveness and release; He expects you to keep voluntary
vows! (Eccl. 5:1-6)
Surgery
Needed?
If
the Holy Spirit shows us sin, we must go back to the place
where the Lord first met us. It is the cross again. We
see the Lord Jesus once crucified - for that sin - bearing
our penalty.
A
line of blood trickles down from its splintered base.
The sight should shock and grieve us; we see the awfulness
of Gods judgment. This is not the law, representing
God armed with holy wrath and determined to punish the
sinner without hope or help. Rather, it is LOVE demonstrated
in the infinite cost God is willing to pay and the sacrifice
He is willing to make in order to save us from sin. It
is the most terribly beautiful picture of the Gospel,
showing Gods hatred for sin and heartbreak over
mans selfishness. Our sin nails Him to the cross
all over again. We tear open His wounds and make His redemption
a mockery. Well might "heaven put on the robes of
mourning and Hell hold a jubilee." All Gods
care and love - and dare we still sin?
Walk
out into the light of reality. Drop your self-deceit and
face this sin for what it really is. Turn from it, from
your heart. Take sides against it with God; purpose in
your heart never to go back into that sin again.
"Oh
God, You know my foolishness, and my sin is not hid from
You...for Your Names sake, pardon my iniquity, for
it is great...If you, Lord, would mark iniquities, who
shall stand? But there is forgiveness with You, that You
may be feared." (Ps. 69:5; 25:11; 130:3-4)
Will
you do this now? Will you go to your gracious and loving
Father as a little child and humbly ask His forgiveness?
"If
we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to
forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."
(I Jn. 1:9) The LORD is merciful and gracious...He has
not dealt with us after our sins, nor rewarded us according
to our iniquities; For as the heaven is above the earth,
so great is His mercy towards them that fear Him; as far
as the east is from the west, so far hath He removed our
transgressions from us." (Ps. 103:12)
Confession
Confession
is humbling yourself and admitting your wrong. Restitution
is the willingness to pay back or restore wherever possible.
If you are now forgiven before the Lord, are you ready
to ask Him for the courage to confess and restore to others
you have wronged? Your conscience must be clean before
both God and man if you want to know true freedom.
You cannot stand for God with a dirty past in the eyes
of others; memories of failure in their eyes will drive
you deeper into bondage each time you remember them; when
you have not asked their forgiveness, your guilt will
kill your faith and rob you of direction and purpose.
You will not, of course, have to confess every sin to
everyone; just the sins committed against the ones you
know you have wronged. The RULE: The circle of CONFESSION
should only go as far as the circle of COMMITTAL. Those
sins against God alone you have left with His loving forgetfulness,
(Ps. 103:8-13; Is. 43:25; Jer. 31:34); those against God
and man must be put right with both God and the
person(s) wronged.
Restitution
should only go as far as the you can humanly repay. You
will never be able to undo all your wrong, but
God expects you to do all in your power to restore that
which you have taken from others; no more and certainly
no less. God asks of you the willingness, if need be,
to go to a hundred people to restore a relationship. True,
total repentance is to do that which is right up to the
full limit of your ability. It concerns only that which
is KNOWN and RECOGNIZED to be sin by the repentant one.
Often those who see your sincerity may make exceptions
to any claims they have to restitution, but you will have
to trust your case to the hands of God Who does all things
well.
Getting
Right With Others
Name
the basic sin! You can never really undo the results
of your sin; no-one can really forgive you for these.
However you can always (and must!) right the sin
itself, by naming it and asking forgiveness
for it. Confess the sin that caused your words or actions;
God will show you what it is. What was your real wrong?
Write it down so you can see it. Are you sure that was
what it was?
Make
sure the way you ask is right. Such halfhearted
"confessions" as the ones below show false or
incomplete repentance and are usually worse than useless:
"Im
sorry - but it wasnt all my fault!"
Forgive
me - if I have wronged you..."
"I
was wrong - but so were you!"
"Alright
- Im sorry" or "I apologize."
Full
blame must be taken; the sin must be named; pride
must be crucified.
Do
you know the basic sin you must get right?
Have
you thought through what you are to say?
Is
the time convenient for the other person?
Can
you be alone when you see this person?
Do
you have a truly repentant attitude? If you have trouble getting
the proper feelings, think of all the hurt and loss your sin
has caused. What did your sin cost Christ? (Lk. 22:39-44;
Jn. 15:8-14). the Holy spirit convicts by recalling from your
memory in detail all the results of your wrong. Go
over your sin in specific detail; never in general. As you
think deeply about the effect of your sin, feelings will come
equal to your guilt.
Is
the other person in a the mood to forgive? If they get angry
when you arrive, wait quietly in a repentant manner until
their temper is under control. Then acknowledge your sin and
ask forgiveness. Pray for help before you go. (Prov. 22:24;
Matt. 5:43-48) Dont use words taking the blame off yourself.
Dont involve others who may have also sinned; dont
try to witness as well, unless specifically asked why you
are making this thing right. Dont underestimate your
guilt or their hurt. And dont wait too long
to go and get it right!
The
elements of these three sentences must be
in any truly effective confession:
1.
"God has convicted me of something I did (have been
doing) against you..."
2. "Ive
been wrong in..." (Name the basic sin - envy
, pride, stubbornness, etc.)*
3. "I
know Ive wronged you in this, and I want to ask; will
you forgive me?"
*(The
only exception to this is a moral offense; say, "I have
not set a decent standard.")
Excuses from pride: When it comes to getting right
with others, our minds supply many "reasons" why
we need not do what we know we must. Be brutally
honest with yourself. Deal with each excuse, as an
excuse. Determine to do what is right. Its your life!
When
you have gone through your list as thoroughly as if you
were about to meet God before the throne of Judgment and
determined to get right everything you can, you may burn
your list and leave your sins forgiven and forgotten for
ever! Wrongs may not be wiped out completely from your mind,
but they can be exchanged for memories of the joy of forgiveness!
Should Satan try to recall a dark past shadow, you will
be able to think instead of the bright memory of confession
and forgiveness. The word of pardon from those who accept
our confession will put wings on our hearts and move us
mightily to praise God for His forgiveness. Many
millions are jailed in their own guilt this very day in
your world, not knowing what to do or who to turn to. To
some, the last road of suicide seems the only possible escape.
Minds are snapping from the terrible load of guilt of a
filthy past. It is up to you now to put into practice what
you know must be done. Your testimony will be a ray of hope
to any you come in contact with. Dont just read
this; in His Name, go and DO IT!
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